January 25, 2025
by Carla Hay

Directed by Walter Salles
Portuguese with subtitles
Culture Representation: Taking place in Brazil, from 1970 to 2014, the dramatic film “I’m Still Here” (based on real events) features a predominantly Latin cast of characters (with a few white people) representing the working-class and middle-class.
Culture Clash: A family is permanently altered when a former politician and his wife get taken into police custody for questioning; the husband goes missing in custody; and the wife comes up against obstacles to find out what happened to her husband.
Culture Audience: “I’m Still Here” will appeal mainly to people who are fans of the movie’s headliners and movies based on true stories about families affected by government oppression.

Anchored by a memorable performance by Fernanda Torres, the sprawling drama “I’m Still Here” tells the true story of a family affected by the patriarch’s disappearance while he was in police custody. The movie’s great spirit makes up for an uneven timeline. “I’m Still Here” takes an unshakeable look at how government oppression can rip families apart or bring them closer together.
Directed by Walter Salles, “I’m Still Here” was written by Murilo Hauser and Heitor Lorega. The adapted screenplay is based on Marcelo Rubens Paiva’s 2015 memoir “Ainda Estou Aqui.” “I’m Still Here” had its world premiere at the 2024 Venice International Film Festival and its North American premiere at the 2024 Toronto International Film Festival. “I’m Still Here” received three Oscar nominations: Best Picture, Best Actress in a Leading Role (for Torres) and Best International Feature Film.
“I’m Still Here” takes place in Brazil, from 1970 to 2014, but the vast majority of the story’s chronological timeline is from 1970 to 1971. In the beginning of the movie, the Paiva family seems to be living an ideal middle-class life in Rio de Janeiro. They live in a rented house near the beach. And they all get along well with each other. Their blissful family life will soon be shattered.
Rubens Paiva (played by Selton Mello) and his wife Eunice Paiva (played by Torres) are happily married and are very affectionate with each other in public. Eunice’s full name is Maria Lucrécia Eunice Facciolla Paiva. In 1970, Rubens and Eunice (who are both in their early 40s) have been married for 18 years and have five children together.
The Paiva parents have a progressive household where they let their children listen to and buy a variety of music, at a time in Brazil when rock music was considered sinful and too radical in conservative households. The Paiva children are allowed to express themselves and be who they are, without fear of being punished. Before moving to Rio de Janeiro, the family lived in São Paulo, the city where Eunice grew up.
The five children of Eunice and Rubens are:
- Fun-loving daughter Vera Sílvia Facciolla Paiva, nicknamed Veroca (played by Valentina Herszage), born in 1953.
- Moody daughter Maria Eliana Facciolla Paiva, nicknamed Eliana (played by Luiza Kosovski), born in 1955.
- Inquisitive daughter Ana Lúcia Facciolla Paiva, nicknamed Nalu (played by Barbara Luz), born in 1957.
- Sensitive son Marcelo Rubens Paiva (played by Guilherme Silveira), born in 1959.
- Obedient daughter Maria Beatriz Facciolla Paiva, nicknamed Babiu (played by Cora Mora), born in 1960.
At this point in time, Rubens is a former Labor Party congressman for the Brazilian Chamber of Deputies. He is currently working as a civil engineer. Eunice is a homemaker who has help from a live-in nanny/housekeeper named Maria José (played by Pri Helena), who is loyal and attentive.
The first half-hour of this 135-minute movie shows the family going about their lives normally. “I’m Still Here” begins by showing Veroca playing volleyball with friends on the beach. A stray dog (a male terrier mix) interrupts the game. Veroca asks Marcelo (who’s also at the beach with friends) to take the dog away. Marcelo ends up taking the dog to the Paiva family home to keep as a pet. Marcelo names the dog Pimpão, the same name as one of Veroca’s friends.
Things seem to be going well for the Paiva family. However, there are undercurrents of danger always present because of Brazil’s political regime at the time. Brazil was under a military dictatorship from 1964 to 1985. Even when the Paiva family seemed to be happy, there are constant reminders of this oppressive government.
In an early scene in the movie, some of the family members watch a TV news report about the National Liberation Alliance terrorist kidnapping of Swiss ambassador Giovanni Bucher, who is eventually freed in exchange for 70 political prisoners. In another scene, Veroca and three of her teenage friends are in a car when they are stopped and accosted by military police at a checkpoint in an expressway tunnel.
Veroca has recently graduated from high school. She plans to temporarily move to London with some friends of the Paiva family: married couple Fernando Gasparian (played by Charles Fricks) and Dalva Gasparian (played by Maeve Jinkins), whose teenage daughters Helena Gasparian (played by Luana Nastas) and Laura Gasparian (played by Isadora Ruppert) are close in age to Veroca. Eliana and Nalu are fascinated by British culture and joke that Veroca could get a boyfriend like John Lennon.
Unfortunately, not long after Veroca moves to London, the military oppression hits close to home for the Paiva family. On January 20, 1971, four armed men (claiming to be members of the Brazilian Air Force) show up at the Paiva house and demand that Rubens go with them to answer some questions. The leader of these men identifies himself only as Schneider (played by Luiz Bertazzo), and he says he’s a parapsychologist.
After Rubens is driven away by car by one of the men, Eunice and Eliana are also taken into custody and are forced to wear hoods when they are taken to a police station and interrogated in separate rooms. What is the reason for the home invasion and interrogations? It has to do with Rubens’ left-wing, anti-dictator political activities before, during and after he left office.
The rest of “I’m Still Here” shows what happens from Eunice’s perspective. She is kept imprisoned for several days and finds out that Rubens has gone “missing.” Making matters worse, the Brazilian government also denies that Rubens was ever taken into police custody. Eunice and Eliana eventually get to go home, but the mystery of what happened to Rubens plagues the Paiva family.
A typical movie with this subject matter would show the distraught spouse who’s left behind doing a lot of crying or shouting in her quest to find her missing spouse. But Torres’ performance in “I’m Still Here” is one of stoic restraint. She portrays a mother who wants to keep her emotions in check, so as not to alarm her children, even though Eunice knows that she and her family are under surveillance and could be in danger.
Eunice isn’t a robot though. There’s a scene when something tragic happens, and Eunice can’t hold back her emotions any more. She lashes out at two government agents who have been spying on her from a car parked on a street.
Torres’ performance is believable not just in how she says Eunice’s words but also by what Eunice doesn’t say. The way that Torres communicates with her eyes and body language is superb and a master class in unspoken acting. The other cast members of “I’m Still Here” are perfectly fine in their roles. However, this movie revolves around the Eunice character, which is why Torres’ performance is so vital.
“I’m Still Here” might be considered too understated for viewers expecting a formulaic Hollywood-styled film where there’s a check list of things that usually happen when someone is looking for a missing family member. “I’m Still Here” shows the harsh reality of Eunice having limitations on what type of help she can get, considering that the military police department that would be in charge of the investigation is the same department that she suspects is responsible for Rubens’ disappearance.
If there’s any noticeable flaw in “I’m Still Here,” it’s how the timeline is set up. The movie takes a little too long before showing Rubens’ disappearance. And there are huge gaps in the timeline that are hurriedly filled in by the movie’s epilogue.
For example: About two-thirds of the movie takes place in 1970 and 1971. Then, there’s an abrupt jump to 1996. And then, another abrupt jump to 2014. Torres’ real-life mother Fernanda Montenegro portrays an elderly Eunice in the 2014 scenes. There’s a major, life-changing part of Eunice’s life that deserved to be depicted in the movie, but it’s only mentioned quickly in the captioned epilogue.
“I’m Still Here” director Salles has a personal connection to the story because he first met the Paiva family in the late 1960s and became friends with the children of Eunice and Rubens. “I’m Still Here” puts a very intimate perspective on the untold numbers of families affected by disappearances of loved ones who were in government custody. “I’m Still Here” is not a political statement. It’s a powerful statement about human resilience in the midst of uncertainty and turmoil.
Sony Pictures Classics released “I’m Still Here” in select U.S. cinemas on January 17, 2025. The movie was released in Brazil on November 7, 2024.